Demoralized metaphysics  but when it comes to my physics
I’m infinitly gifted,  Spiritually touched  and  sometimes a bit too much..
But who I am is by my design & untouched by what’s commonly perceived.

Im Done with the over proving myself,  not choosing myself and the not feeling myself
For the fear of being alienated by everyone else ..
when the true story is every achievement,
Was done by myself.

Been told too many times I want too much, but what is too much ? 
When enough Is never enough
As every year prices go up.
Oblivious to realites Reality,.
Couldn’t be me  which is why I’m always getting ready to catch every tragedy as opportunity

Only thing that’s ever been in my way was me!
Subconsciously afraid to succeed beyond the reality
Of me ..

Blinded by a dream I never dreamt.
Committed to contentment,
filled with remorse and resentment
Realizing I was becoming reluctantly complacent.

Placing all these thoughts in a basement
and my ambition In the attic.
cuz I been the addict..
Ain’t none of this shit tragic as long as
You harness the magic

Lookin in the mirror, & all I see is truth
But I been peeping this shit from a birds eye view
Hoping n praying, praying n Hoping
That most of yall can see the same as I do.