My lust for love was lost.
So internally, i felt lost
& externally, I was off..

The hopeless Romance
The unscripted Dance,
A deviated program of
The Missing non-exempt Emotions

Only gave a life of lies n’ rejection,
Manipulated deception,
miss firing in every direction.
& to my recollection,
I was running full speed,
No tru direction, moderate mental
Reflection and minimal corrections.

Just Looking at that Reflection, I was my biggest deception & rejection …
Avoiding & not loving myself,
I lost my inner connection

UnfulFilled lustful desires with
The Feminine fix of Temps for
Hire…
Not illusively illicit,
yet exclusively explict
My sex game gifted
Gifted as may be,
my soul Drifted endlessly…

Selflessly optimistic,
selfishly pessimistic ..
The Selfish illusions created
mentally Blinding Pollutions
& delusional solutions.

They say “seek the truth, look within”..
& When I looked in, all I saw was me playing pretend
instead of playing to win 🏆..
& If I’m being real that was
Probably my greatest SIN..

I had to run an interception
I think I had enough of
That mental infection..
Too much time wasted
it was time for correction.
I reestablished my connection.
It’s just the truth I’m confessing.

The attractive distractions or the
Passively active unsatisfactions.
Had to be sent packing
the understanding of self was constantly lacking ..

Focused myself and the universe disguised itself.
I guess they saw me Struggling to recover myself.

The Feminine Deity sent to me
Is the Key 🔑, she unlocks parts
I forgot or couldn’t see..
Kindred hearts beat as one.
But hit like 8O8s , Beats, & Drums 🥁.

I’m just glad my lust for love is no
Longer lost only found n grounded ..
Seeing as how this beat in my chest just keeps pounding.
I feel it’s time that Deity Finally be
CROWNed 👑 & Surrounded 💍
With love..
no judgment