Raised in the church you learn no life is yours to take, not even your own. Who regulates the living?
  Given the power of free will, has given so much kindness and love in this world and Yet has given so much hate and evil.
To think one persons life is greater than another’s based off of social status, career, color or gender is total nonsense.
I watch the sweetest, honest, caring, loyal, and compassionate lives get taken too soon or lives become unbearable to even deal with. But why?
Why should anyone suffer in an unjust place, hoping and wishing for their moment, praying that things get better.
Its simply unfair. Unfair to that single mother, unfair to that hardworker that goes unnoticed, unfair to women and men raped or fondled, unfair to one’s expected to put on a facade and act like all is well.
I’m here to say it’s not ok, there are no expectations, you don’t have to hide.  Its not ok to walk or drive down the street wondering if it will be your last, whether its the police or someone else. It’s not ok for the police that are out there doing the right thing to be gunned down out of ignorance or lack of empathy. 
To be honest, and I’m probably not the only person who thinks this way, this era, this world, this country doesn’t deserve me, let alone anyone else who is selfless and has genuine compassion for humanity.
If God gave rules for life 10 commandments and a golden rule “do unto others as you would have them do unto to you” and the power of free will..
  Where did this hate and evil originate? Murder for the just and unjust, suicide for the ones who have simply had enough, and yet life is a gift most take for granted, that most live selfishly, that some will take by force and that some will take verbally, mentally or silently.
  I’m sure alot of biblical folks would say the devil, but since when did the Devil give anyone Freewill?

If every action has a reaction, then every inaction has a consequence too.

Choose wisely, treat people with the kindness they deserve.