You’ve been there since the beginning, slowly winding up. Many seasons have came and gone since we first met. You never stopped me from enjoying my day nor have you ever stopped me from disliking my day, but neither the less, you were always there.
I truly appreciate you with immeasurably deep gratitude, because without you I could have never indulged life. But yet, I sometimes despise you, it seem like you give relentlessly and take with devastation, leaving wakes of destruction with ripples rocking anyone close.
As days pass and weeks go bye, the pain softens becoming easier to manage, like a scab over a wound waiting to be ripped open again, I find myself drifting in unfathomable thoughts. Wondering when, why, how, or if you will continuously torment me.
But I remember, despite my feelings and thoughts you never left me. You done nothing except give.
You enabled me to learn, cope, hurt, cry, love, morn, and to keep simple, grow.
As our love hate relationship continues to flourish, and my addiction to you weighs heavy, I have one request; Feed my addiction til’ my mind and body can take no more and let my soul drift into the infinite. Til’ death do us part.
As for you, I can only hope you give my love ones as much, if not more than you give me. For you are “Time” never enough but always giving

Once again, You are deeply appreciated.

Yours truly,